"I have not ceased being fearful, but I have ceased to let fear control me.
I have accepted fear as a part of life, specifically the fear of change and
the fear of the unknown, and I have gone ahead,
despite the pounding in my heart that says: 'turn back'."
Hello my friend!
I have been gone for a bit,
life has been extremely hectic.
Making time for frivolous things
hasn't been on the agenda for a while.
To sum it all up, work has been unbearably
busy, I've averaged aprox 50 hours a week
for the past three weeks. Mom and Sis
dropped in and stayed with me for three days
while visiting my aunt, who has cancer.
She said "I'm not doing chemo, I'm 81 and lived
a long wonderful life .... God's in control now."
She's been a force in my life! Sis is still doing
her chemo rounds, and things are 'progressing nicely'
so her doctor says. Mom has bucked up under the
pressure of this entire situation. Me, I'm happy to be
on the other side of being overly busy and overly tired.
Tomorrow will be the first opportunity I will have to
sleep in past 5am and I am looking forward to it!
So .... what have you been up to lately ??